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Beauty-craving

Wednesday, October 1st, 2008

In a post a while back I said I would write about what I called “an old-new foundation for living as creative artists in the Kingdom”.  I guess this post counts as one installment in that (slightly stretched out) series.

When I was on the recent missions trip to Arrowhead Bible Camp, I was again reminded of how beautiful parts of Pennsylvania are.  Here are a few pictures, which as usual do no justice whatsoever to the real experience of seeing a patchwork quilt of tree-colors warming a mountainside on a crisp autumn day.  It was breathtaking.

The trees were just beginning to turn when we were there:

These are hay bales in a field across from camp (I love the lines in this photo):

Beauty does something to us.  I can’t put my finger on it, but it seems to be closely connected to experiences of joy and transcendence.  It somehow yanks us from our musty, ingrown drudgery out into the wide-open spaces of joyful wonder.  We’ve all felt it somewhere, sometime; and once we’ve felt our reaction to beauty, we want to experience it again.  It’s fleeting, though—rushing at us in unexpected places, but too often just out of reach when we seek it or expect it.  Beauty doesn’t arrive on demand, and our pace of life leaves us with no time or patience to wait for it.

In 21st-century USAmerican culture, perhaps more than ever before, people are starving for the experience of beauty and transcendence, turning to every simulation they can find.  Too many people experience nature on the Discovery Channel, intimacy through porn videos, art at the poster store in the mall, and spirituality in the self-help aisle. (For you philosophers out there, think simulacra.) I’m convinced that many of our addictions are rooted in a misplaced search for escape, transcendence, beauty, or whatever—trying to feel something real, or occasionally, just to feel something other.

This is one of several reasons why the Church and the world need creative arts ministry so desperately.  I am convinced that our human longings for joy, transcendence, beauty, and freedom are signposts that evidence our need for God and will only ever be fully satisfied by him.  As the Church, we come alongside people who are consumed and driven by their deep, unmet longings and we point them to God.  We attempt to show them tiny but faithful glimmers of His unimaginable beauty and sufficiency through story, music, art, poetry, film, drama, dance—-every form we can imagine, every sense we can experience, always seeking new cracks through which we can peer at Him.  Sometimes we are just plain awful at it, and at other times we are astounded by the beauty of God’s glory inhabiting our little efforts (check out Annie Dillard’s “An Expedition to the Pole”).

These visceral ways of communicating often slip unnoticed though people’s walls and barriers, and to their surprise, transform a brief moment into a sacred space where they experience God. If just one person sees a ray of God’s beauty shining through and finds her or his deep longings met in Him, then we have ministered well.

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Figuring it out (intro)

Wednesday, January 30th, 2008

For several years now, I have struggled on and off with the importance of what I do. I have usually tried not to think about it too much, since I really enjoy creative arts ministry, I’ve spent years of my life and thousands of dollars getting educated for it, and I have a great job at a church I love. But sometimes the thoughts would creep in anyway: Why is it important that we have music in a worship service anyway? Why do I spend my time creating music, planning worship gatherings, brainstorming for dramas, and making short films when ___?

I’m sure you can fill in the blank yourself. Why spend time doing that stuff…


  • When there are so many people suffering from poverty, oppression, disease, and starvation, and as an advocate or aid worker I could save their lives in Jesus’ name, or as a successful businessman I could use my wealth for their relief?

  • When there are millions of people who do not yet have a Bible translation in their language, and I could become a linguist-translator?

  • When today’s students see Christianity as completely irrelevant, and as a student pastor, I could help many of them to see Jesus in a new light and follow Him, helping to change the future of our world?

  • When becoming like Jesus and “making disciples” is what really matters?


In comparison to things that serious, why are music and the arts important in God’s kingdom?

Recently God has been helping me go through the process of beginning to answer this question. Over the next several posts, I hope to lay out what I’m (so far) calling an old-new foundation for living as creative artists in the Kingdom. It’s old because everything I plan to say is just a remix or mash-up of what others have already said far more eloquently. It’s new in that I think we (artists, musicians, and worship leaders in the church) often fail to minister from this context, and if my experience is normal, most of us (myself included) have at best a tenuous grasp of our purpose… and I hope these thoughts are helpful in the process of rediscovery.

Over the next few posts, I’ll discuss the seeds of old thoughts that I hope will lead to some new growth.